So .... It's happened. For the first time in my professional life - I have failed to deliver on a commitment. And you know what - I don't give a damn!
I don't know why there is such an attitude of indifference.
- Maybe it's my defense mechanisms kicking into high gear ...
- Maybe I'm being very arrogant - because I already have a couple of offers letters with me ...
- Maybe I'm hoping that I will be able to go back to Oracle if I don't like it here ...
- Maybe I'm confident that even if I nothing works out - I'll still be able to do my freelancing business and make a decent living out of it ...
- Maybe I am just hoping that a couple of months down the road I wont be working for my current employer anymore ...
- Maybe I don't care that much about growing in my career anymore ...
- Maybe I'm willing to risk giving up my job to follow my dream of being an entrepreneur ...
That's a loooooooooooooot of Maybe's don't you think ... But, honestly, I don't know which one of these it is!!!
Well, one thing is for sure. Come Monday, there are going to be a lot of pissed managers and they're going to hold "Root Cause Analysis" meetings. So, I better come up with a diplomatic and very technically sound justifications (read as bullshit) by then.
God Help Me!!!
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